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bound to belong

Updated: Aug 20

"I need to leave," I muttered, staring at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes were wide, almost feverish, a mix of excitement and trepidation. The anti-corruption protests in the streets echoed my own inner chaos. Kenya was on fire, and here I was, living an adventure of my own making.


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"You say that every day," Lena's voice, smooth as silk, interrupted my thoughts. She leaned against the doorframe, a slight smirk playing on her lips. Lena, with her commanding presence and undeniable allure, had become my world.


Life is for the living, I reminded myself. I had written those words countless times, but they felt more like a dare now than a motto. Was it wise to play it risky? Perhaps. But wisdom had little to do with the choices I was making.


"It's just... everything is 100 kilometres away," I said, my voice barely a whisper. "My friends, my bunny, my piano, my camera—"


"Everything except your phone," Lena finished for me, stepping closer. Her scent, a heavy mix of sweet camilla perfume, and, something darker, enveloped me. "You're not a hostage, mpenzi. You can leave whenever you want."


Could I? It didn't feel that way. The chains that held me were made of desire and fulfilled fantasies, and every kiss, every touch, tightened them further. I was captivated, willingly submitting to Lena and her friends. I had never felt more alive, more at home, and yet more lost.


"Lena," I began, my voice faltering. "This is... intense."


She laughed softly, her fingers trailing down my arm. "That's the point, love. Intensity is what makes life worth living."


The days had blurred into a haze of pleasure and obedience. I had left everything behind, my identity scattered like the belongings I had abandoned. My friends had stopped calling, resigned to my sudden disappearance. I hadn't told them much—just that I was in another city, visiting a familiar name. How could I explain the truth? That I had been drawn into a world where control and submission intertwined, where I had found a strange sense of belonging?


"Come, it's time for dinner," Lena said, taking my hand. Her touch sent shivers down my spine, a reminder of the power she held over me.


As we walked into the dining room, the scent of ugali, kachumbari and roasted meat filled the air. Lena's friends, a group as enigmatic and alluring as she was, greeted me with knowing smiles. They had welcomed me into their fold, each of them playing a part in my transformation.


"How's our newest member doing?" Marco, a tall man with enchanting dark brown eyes, asked.


"Still conflicted," Lena replied, squeezing my hand.


"I can leave," I blurted out, trying to convince myself as much as them.


"Of course you can," Marco said, his tone patronizing. "But will you?"


The truth hung in the air, heavy and undeniable. I had stayed longer than I had intended, drawn deeper into their world with each passing day. My plans, my responsibilities—they seemed distant, almost unreal.


"Lena," I said, turning to her. "I need to go back. I have deadlines, commitments—"


"Stay for tonight," she interrupted, her voice soothing, playful and impossible to deny. "Just one more night."


I wanted to resist, to reclaim my life, but her words wrapped around me like a velvet rope. I nodded, feeling the familiar pang of helplessness mixed with an unspoken desire.


The night unfolded with the same intoxicating rhythm. Laughter, whispers, and the occasional crack of a palm against soft skin punctuated the air. I was their willing captive, each sensual act drawing me deeper into their embrace.


As the hours passed, I found myself alone with Lena. The others had retired, leaving us in the dimly lit room. She looked at me, her eyes piercing through my façade.


"Do you really want to leave?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper.


I hesitated, the truth clawing its way to the surface. "No," I admitted, my voice breaking. "But I have to."


Lena's smile was both sad and triumphant. "Then go. But know that this is your home and you will always be welcome here."


I stood, my legs trembling. I walked to the door, each step a battle against the chains that bound me. As I reached for the handle, Lena's voice stopped me.


"One last kiss," she said.


I turned, our eyes locking. She kissed me, a mix of passion and farewell, and I knew that part of me would never truly leave.


As I stepped out into the cool night air, my phone buzzed with missed calls and messages. The world awaited, but so did the memories of a week that had changed me forever.


Lena's voice echoed in my mind as I walked away. "I'm tired of this body," she had once confided, revealing a vulnerability I hadn't expected. In that moment, I realized we were all searching for something—control, freedom, belonging.


I left the estate, each step taking me further from the intoxicating world I had briefly called home. The protests in the distance seemed to mirror my inner turmoil, a reminder that life was a constant struggle for balance.


As I reached my city, I looked back one last time. The adventure wasn't over—it had just begun.


 

Authors note:

Hi, my name shall remain a mystery until the end of time, and it's a pleasure to have you read my stuffs. I’m an artist investigating the potential of generative AI to improve writing and readability and in all my works I use a combination of my writing + Chat GPT #fortheplot.


Everything in orange is my edit and the rest is an AI variation of my original prompt.


This piece's original story and prompt process is actually too juicy, so I will not be sharing it for free but you can buy it from me!



Until we meet again!


 

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I'fusion
I'fusion
3 days ago

Woah. This story is ...wow!

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Very Vee
Very Vee
Aug 01

I wanna read more about Lena and Marco!

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